How Boring is It?

So I've been contemplating and trying to compile my first Blog post and for me it usually doesn't work that way when I want to write something.

To write something I have to be inspired and it has to in that moment. Usually I wake up in the early hours of the morning with the best article, but couldn't be half-assed to get out of bed and write it at time of the morning.

To consciously construct an article or a piece, it won't be as effective as I want it to be.

It has to be something that I've queried within myself, discussed with someone, something that's enlightened me, inspired me or really peeved me off - like most people do.

I have this bright young guy in my life that pops in many times a week and most of time really picks my brain, he's extremely intuitive and knowledgeable and I enjoy that kind of motivation....

Then again, I've also just left an organisation I used to believe in with passion, because of the unchangeable mindset of an old man who never inspired, but with his mindset and negativity destroyed the passion and hope I was pursuing. 

An old mindsets stuck in his glory days of being a soldier of some kind and negatively influencing every other weak willed person around him...not me.

And to think I started this piece because of Marmalade....it must be the fact that marmalade reminds me of the old days with bitterness and negativity....

Now we can move forward....marmalade done....